Sometimes I play air drums when I'm listening to music, sometimes I pretend you're laying next to me, once I got lost in a fabric store and my mom got security to come and find me, I used to go on my own adventures by the river, I miss my old dog even though I was scared of it, sometimes I really wish I was home schooled, I can play a few songs on the piano, I think eyes are what makes a person beautiful, I always listen to music when I'm in the shower, I like candles and gas fireplaces, I constantly eat ice...my mom says it's because of my A.D.D, I really want to work with little children, I want my dad to quit smoking, my whole childhood is almost like a mystery to me, I can't seem to remember it at all, my heart hurts badly from being away from the boy I love, I really like the idea of having my own little car and stickers and leopard print seat covers but I'm kind of scared to drive, I think collar bones are amazing, I always have to hold something when I'm sleeping, I'm scared of being alone, sometimes I get myself extremely paranoid over stupid things, I feel ugly, I feel pretty, I feel ugly, I wish I could sing beautifully, I have soft hands, I don't like to be around a lot of people, I'm shy, I wish I wasn't so scared of the world, I drop things and run into things an awful lot, I really like my heart-shaped locket, I really like the word locket, I really want this love to last forever.